turn around, bright eyes....

my baby needs a turnaround. i'm typing w one finger as i hold him, so forgive typos. gross alert--dont read if you are easily sicked out--the diapers are dark and starting to look clotted and smell bad....the clots would be from his stomach or gi tract...the smell always worsens as more blood is passed.  the color is still blackish brown.  his hemoglobin dropped 1 point overnight, which is a big drop compared to the last 6 weeks.  normally, he drops 1 point in a week. the dr is upping the octreotide as well as reintroducing carafate, which ridge was on before.  there is talk of increasing the steroid. ridge will have another cbc tonight, so we will see how his counts are then. i hate this- all of it. pray for baby ridge.

ps- here's a link to a cute video of ridge, but im not sure it will work....

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=162414771852&ref=nf